these days busy

 These days busy, very few, and she calls, the phone did not know what to say to her, many times she asked me with ambivalence, and you in the end let me tell you what, I am also very contradictory, I do not know Concert in my mind how many there are, since the May 12 earthquake last year, I seem to can not do without her, I have many friends that the earthquake victims, I have two very good weapons sister, a man named Li Feifei, one that she, Felice has grown up to have belonged to her ideals and way of life, I only met her once in the network, perhaps because the network of life, afraid to meet the future will break the best ever dream, we just wrote to the online, please ask someone recently, Wen Li seems to be another of my soul, whenever a person sitting, I would think of her, I love the rain, because rainy day, I can always hear her voice, do not know why, I love to hear her speak, but not many words between us, order a long time to say a word, as if anything to say, know each other like, and occasionally just smiled, we are in February 2007, nine at night know, that night she was wearing a white shirt, I do not know it was not her clothes, her hair is straight hair, sat motionless across the video, a move, very lovable, said something that night, I do not remember, and just remember her name Yao Wenli, take the time she told her number, they have gone in the acute and my shop was hurt, I want to see, did not give her to the other, until the next day I called her, Oh, just say that over telephone last night, do not the nerve,, said to call you back, because there is some things at home, go back and forget, please do not be angry, ... that year the number of times we talked very little, only occasionally winding blessing to each other SMS, one day I suddenly remembered I have a sister, Li Fei, very cute, have not seen her, and quite like her, did not know she knows do not know, did not think very clever, she also recognized that, occasionally, she said will meet with Lee at that time I was very concerned about the Philippines, a class I was sitting next to the network, saw her in the computer graphics, Li Fei behaved and very obedient, but will speak very responsible work, often forget to eat, I like to listen to Li Fei Wen Korea about the story, but a long time getting to like her, but I knew it was not love, friendship at that time I was just heavy all day in the gym, and women rarely kids play, I was curious about her, and she is sleeping, apart from eating, and do not care, do not seem to have any hobbies, what things are the same, and she felt very interesting chat, I love going to night classes, Each evening class guided many students have to put me in front of a ton of lessons learned, Oh, I'm not afraid of him, me and the teacher is the man, after class we are brothers, but sometimes I'm annoyed because I did not open shop business Well, I looked like a person sitting on the roof of the night in Nanchang, like stars, like to hear the wind sound, may be homesick, it may miss my classmates and teachers, many of my friends at that time many However, not many people around me, and I called her the night has been in the past nine, after ten I never call her, always feel so bad, in July 2007, a rainy day Dad and I fight, I do not know why he punched, I did not gas out, put the pots and pans are still eating out, gas vent or not to blow smashed in the door, I did not expect to be power play a hole, she just sent me a message that she a bad mood, after ten minutes, she gave me a, loyalty, times I look forward to the rain, strange to say, in the rain she always appeared to me three years or with her before the change, and always maintained a caring and encouraging, the ups and downs too many times, she has not changed for me, once I have asked myself many times, in this life if I can see her just fine, many times and I can only dream to meet her, so her phone number changed the name to Dream , July 2008 I used to be a teacher at the Zhejiang University, at 8:00 on May 12 to nine in just over an hour there are 12,000 casualties, and soon they came on TV, where we have an earthquake, and Wudu the most powerful, I could not sleep that day, from twelve to five o'clock I dial her number, that is, no signal, I did not sleep that night, I was afraid something happened to her that day to a group of South Korean hotel, I They serve also made a mistake, but the boss fined 200 yuan, after 3 days I felt like a changed man-like, if not how to say, just play the game, or go to Internet cafes, to give her a shout, but still no response, May 16 I finally opened up her phone, she said she lived in tents, still a little scared, and sometimes the aftershocks occurred at night, unable to sleep since that day I feel a lot better, so also increased the also sing songs, and general manager asked me: Just to see her, and May 26, the hotel was busy working a wedding the next day I went home, when I go, I do not care for those students the hotel, they told me just like my parents brother, do not eat good food of their own, leaving me in a bad mood like I said, came to see me work on my help, I go to work early every day at that time, so when they come to me to live their done, I will not let them dry when Leihuo, at that time I did it two jobs often go to the supermarket to buy them some snacks, because people will go hungry every day, every second wedding guests have to give me some tobacco, sugar, Fuwa, in addition to heat, when I drink some water, the other I will be given to them, I did not leave at noon, hot pot of tea to give them some drink, teach them massage They sleep in time to catch mosquitoes, to find a blanket to cover them, where to sleep sometimes very cold, I'm afraid they are cold. sometimes teach them to practice martial arts, listening to manager, I do not ask me when we all how not to, now get out of there more than six months, and did not know they had a good or bad, I miss their stop, where I was out of the most happy period of time ,....

after the earthquake, she and I called the number, more and more, then gradually more, talk to the night, sometimes two in November, my two shops doing good business, almost no income, losing money every day, I often could not sleep, she told me many times eyes closed, not to think if I can not sleep, and sometimes two or three days can not hear her voice, that I did not like something, and in December we called every morning Shuiqi called each other to get up, go to bed asleep when the other side will go to sleep, December 20 is her birthday, I would like to She had a birthday, but I was afraid to see her because I have seen will be gone after meeting online friends, I do not want to see her, just hidden in her heart forever, if not see her, I will regret for life, and finally is still unable to ask her, she promised me, and I like to hear her call my brother, in addition to text brother, I did not hear her call me a brother, January 12, 2009 I left Hangzhou, I'm on the train send text messages to her, I like to see the scenery all the way to tell her, but also very deep, and I have not sleepy, seemed to feel her on my side, half past three, she sent me a message and asked if I go there, sleepy do, be careful, 13, 11 to Xi'an, where bought his ticket, is forty-five past nine p.m. the next day's half past three to Tianshui, in Tianshui There are several students in to meet me, we sat at the Red Poppy hotel half an hour, I left, afraid not her birthday the next day, I was cold on the bus, do not know how to fall asleep, wake up are more than ten, I saw her the information sent to me and said is this: my brother, you go there, and I often at home alone, many people do not like to go places, so you come on with me. . . . . . Is thirty-five past four p.m., I come to a Wudu two nights before, she did not sleep well, all my victims,

when a person I like to sit in the office, looking at her picture on the table, I often think of the days of Wudu,

the 14th

half past twelve, she was at work, called Xiao Yao to pick me up, I said No, I do not like to trouble others, a person touch a long time, found her work place, in her unit The upstairs living down quite a half, I finally saw her, and video in the same, just grown up than some of the video,UGG boots, a bit shy Myanmar, I like in a dream one day I asked myself that it is not true I could not believe this is true, one forty-five were I saw Xiao Yao, and she and I thought different, but still no stranger to me, warm and cheerful personality made me familiar with her soon , now often hear her voice, I will miss her, she is a good boy, heavy friendship is a blessing to know her, five past three in the afternoon I saw a blog blog, I've seen in the video He once, very cute, and my childhood love kids, for him, too, is an aunt of her back, I thought it was Wen Li's mother, frightened, or went over the text later that she was Li's aunt, and later we went to the Dicos, points out some video and drink, she just ate a little fries and Coke, I could eat a little more like her, saw her thin body, a bit distressed, has been a winter cough I want her to go to the hospital birthday end, and later she said did not matter, do not agree with no problem, I do one thing to be sought for each of her views, she was not happy I will not do something, half past three, I saw her sister, Sister warm and open and generous, outspoken personality, like my family,UGG boots cheap, where he played for two hours, we left, when I go carrying Chi Bo, she did not let others hold him, would hold me, when I was thinking, if I like a primary school teacher, I found that most children like me, half past five, Chi Bo father came back, he very handsome, but also very amiable, very suitable for leadership, after dinner, half past seven she was going to a meeting, she called Xiao Yao to play with on the road, we walked a few streets, not straight feel to a barbecue, I think I come back to buy her to eat barbecue, but that day she ate more, do not want to eat, nothing to do, we went to the Internet, no Internet cafe, I saw some pictures of a daze in front Xiao Yao, who is only a bad mood like this , I think Xiao Yao is not something experiencing heart trouble, but not asked her, half past nine we came out in her work place and so she was cold, I came walking past to see Xiao Yao phone , speak to her sense of humor, very interesting, half past ten she got off work, go to my place to sit for a while, eleven to go home, and this day I feel great, because my dream come true that night I slept very fragrant, wake up to daylight. . . . . . .

clear on the 15th

morning half past eight I was awakened by her phone, she had to work half an hour, call me up and eat, she was waiting for me downstairs, and she took me to her side to eat a breakfast breakfast, I have not eaten hot, and a little uncomfortable, but I still want to finish it, can not be she saw, Oh, but she saw it, bought me a bottle of nutritional Express, I ate How many would be finished, then go back to sleep, she went to work, eleven she called me out to eat, ran into the middle of Xiao Yao, Juan Zhu met later that day I do not know her name, and later told Wen Li I have her name, said she was a teacher, her cheerful and lively, eloquent, and a bit cool, really understand the psychological, if the primary schools have psychology, she will teach better, took me to eat beef noodles, she did not eat I do not know she had not eaten, she looked at me after eating, after eating, I saw the pharmacy, when I remembered her cold not good, go buy her medicine, she will not say who bought who eat I gave her, she did not eat I do not know, nothing to do we went to a park, sat down to tea in the lake, I suddenly saw the mountains there was a temple, I asked her, but if I come back monk in the mountains, so see you near some, if you have the time also came to see me, she said to the United States, if you make the monk, and then meet again to me. . . Two ten We left the park, Xiao Yao and Zhu Juan left because of something we can both go on the road for a while, I saw a shoe store, wanted to see her go, I may know what to do, she I did not know what to say to me, and I said no, so good, but then she went to work, I have nothing to do, to read a few hotels, I want her birthday on the best hotels here too However, she chose the afternoon is hot pot restaurants, Wen Lai half past four to work, as if a cash machine next to withdraw money, I do not know what to spend money on her, gave her the money she is not, but I do not let her pay, I was my brother, she is my sister, brother to sister to do something is normal. 

five points over her blog with a blog, and also hold a Panda, it looks pretty, is the big sister bought for her, who we met in Germany to Xiao Yao, took me to her birthday cake set, the boss asked me if I should change the words Happy Birthday I love your English, Oh, I want to, but I am not qualified, just smiled, and I do not enough, not long before Big Brother and Sister come, then how literature came, six Li has come, to say strange, like I know her, but I can not remember, but know her name, that something I was embarrassed the other night, the waiter did not understand me, I want something to ignore her, I took a night birthday party video, when a person open to see, makes sense, look at the face of the cake, there is oil to laugh at that time everyone thought I was her boyfriend, including the aunt came out we went to ktv, I found a few of them sing sing well, with them very good, it can be said these days is my happiest year of her singing sound good, that night her for a drink, I do not know she had not also drink alcohol, but she looks very handsome, very handsome, in one breath to finish, she and Juan Zhu bottle of one of two people, but if not enough and told me to get, I do not know so good, let waiter picked it up and say what they want to give her anything, if there hangover medicine could get some bottles of nine in the second when she finished crying to cry, I do not know why, a little surprised, she quietly asked Li to drink up previously, she did not know, she said she might be crying happy today, I also do not want anything, she vomited , also fell asleep, and I fear she had a cold, put his clothes covered her surprise, she threw away her cover, and so even the five or six times, one of Zhu and Juan fell asleep I gave both covered, I do not know how Juan Zhu, seemed not too happy that night we play to eleven and a half, take the time to suddenly see Li, I went to her, so we went back to her, and in what way literature Zhu Juan qualified as if two people quarrel, I think in the past to separate them, Xiao Yao me to ignore them, but then I know they are the kind of relationship, go back I can not sleep, as if I have not done anything, because Li Fei, previously told her, if I came in martial arts I will find her, do not know two years is not met, She did not. Four days before her birthday is, I though she was not so concerned about the Wen-li, she is also my favorite sister.

1  16, sunny

morning wake up already half past ten, and I called to Zhao Hong, asked her to work at it, she said, Lee is now also home to the Philippines, and gave me phone number, I call to Li Fei, said she came the afternoon, half past eleven, I work in front of the text see Li Li Fei and aunt, aunt of young, and very kind, she has prior home, I went to Germany to persons Feifei, where she I said she was feeling out the past few years, I feel younger sister grew up, ideals, reported that her husband, well, she was good, a good listener, and then she sent her to work, I came back , first arrived, the paper said Li called big sister on the opposite side of the Red Apple is waiting for me, I sit for a while, said Zhao Hong Feifei call comes to me, and I also am sorry to leave, after seeing ZHAO I made that she was a child, but also afraid of meeting her, because I am online to make her play, I'm afraid of being scolded, do not know where to go, she said take me to eat Liangpi Kitayama, or not to have passed in the middle Li said Wen called me back to see kids, I'm sorry I left, I went to the aunt and sister, aunt asked me, marriage is at home that do not know, I'm silly, do not know how to answer, I do not qualify do other people's boyfriend, I'm just a friend she was very strange, very good to see her, that would be willing to more to it, I say we just friends, then we went to Germany to persons, Wen Li to sweeping, and we Tanliaoyikuai not know what to say, I feel that it would not good, go back to my brother a drink, he got someone to accompany me, and that time I was in a bad mood I would also like to drink, drank two bottles, the man something first, the left half a bottle of my drink, she do not want me to drink, I drink, she took a bag to leave, I quickly put down, we to go back, go back, what three of them laughing, as if very interesting, I do not mind listening to, then hung up, I want to leave the next morning, do not want to tell her, she said no, I'll wait for her work go

16, sunny

seven in the morning, I woke up, went running, every time I send her to breakfast, I would like to buy her one, but I do not know what she likes to eat, but also to longer follow the time to look at her, I bought a bottle of water, and sat down across from her to see her work, feeling that time is not very round, and I wish I could see her, I hope over time can be long, so that I will accompany her for a while, I came out to Xiao Yao to do, she said do not go, or Man Lai hate me, I just do not want to disturb her, and went to the station, bought tickets after I received a telephone text Lai do not know that she would not hurt to go, and I later returned, afternoon, or sleep, five points that we play in the downstairs, I saw Juan Zhu's mother, I am a little scared, really, the evening we to sing that night as if nobody came to sing, and as if I bid farewell, as if no one is singing, Wen Li stood in the corridor, as if displeased, she called me out and said to me , tomorrow you gotta go, I want to morning shift, they do not agree today, I leave, I'll go on to give If you can, I am very touched, sending them off are the same, as long as the intention is enough I do not want her to give me anything, as long as she had a good off my mind, really I could not bear her get over her, I do not know that this walk will not be forever, but I believe that regardless of a few years , one to me and I will go to Wudu a place to come with us, even if she was not, I'll be there for her, she did not visit are the same, always live in my heart, the phone also cried the first Chi Bo my back has been called my uncle, aunt to have free time again I say look to as their home here, the time to talk more cultural Renaissance. That night several of us and happy to talk about.